You pay for what you get.
So many subs are desperate for a 'Real Domme', someone who is at a professional level whilst still doing things for free. I find that when you cut costs on such things then you are bound to have a less than professional experience. You wish to have time with goddesses such as me, without treating us like the superior beings we are. If you want your mind to be warped and your body to be truly broken, then you have to pay the toll for experience and skill. Negotiations aren't part of this, that suggests that I feel like I am worth less than I say. You want me? you do as you are told. If you follow then I will lead but there's a way you have to conduct yourself and obedience is first.