You gotta start somewhere

you’re new so i’ll keep this simple. you found me, stayed longer than you planned, and now you’re sitting there trying to talk yourself out of it like that isn’t already part of it. that’s normal. first time always feels a little stupid until you actually do it. you don’t have to send a lot. just enough that you feel it leave. enough that you can’t close this and pretend nothing happened. that’s the whole point. after that you’ll either come back or you won’t, but you’ll stop lying to yourself either way. i’m not gonna chase you or write a speech. you already know what you opened this for. send something small and see how quiet it gets in your head after. then decide if you want to stay.