Why I love findom :p

I think my attraction to the findom kink is almost 100% rooted in my past. I didn't grow up poor but we had our struggles being a lower middle class family. And growing up this way seemed to put money on a pedestal for me. Buy the time I was 19 I had been working a 9-5 and I realized how much effort and time goes into a paycheck. I was on a trip in San Francisco when I got a dm on Instagram from this guy offering to buy me and my friends drinks if he could call me goddess and I humiliate him. I had never heard such an idea! But the thought stick in my brain even after my bf at the time told me the block the guy lmao. Now I'm almost 24 I'm a tattoo artist and I make $40k a year and only work 8 hours a week give or take. My relationship with money has completely changed from when I was 19. Now I'm the one on the pedestal and money comes to me like I'm a magnet. Now when I have pathetic losers who send me hundreds it's such a turn on. You give money but you also give me your effort, your time, your energy, your life force. And in return I give you the dynamic you crave... Where you get the humiliation, the bullying, the structure, the torture, the pleasure and companionship you need so bad. That's why we're perfect for each other 😇