The Best Subs Don't Just Send

I like the fact that I have intellectually sound subs!!!
cos I want to know everything you're going through at work, in life, in all sorts of situations. I want to analyse it. I want to break it down and dissect it. I want to know exactly how it all made you feel and what you did to get through it. What strength did it take to handle it? What stressful moment caused you to seek Me out and start chatting with Me that day…
And then, when you've let it all out, you will feel the relief. The best kind of relief. After carrying that burden around for however long, you can finally let go because we have processed it together.
It might almost feel like therapy sometimes lol I'm not your therapist, obviously. I mean, you probably pay Me more than you would a therapist. But the difference is that you will start associating Me with relief…. with freedom from all the everyday noise.
Because when you release all of that energy you've been carrying around from your everyday life, that is when you can submit fully. Freely. Empty. It will all be gone, processed. It won't weigh you down anymore.
And that's when I become even more important in your life. Even more addictive. The freedom of submitting to someone magnificently deep is one hell of a drug.
But what do I get out of all that trauma dumping?
Well, one thing I hate dealing with every single day is small talk.
So going deep, letting it all out, analysing things, tearing them apart, discussing the philosophy of life, that is and always will be infinitely more interesting than hearing what you had for dinner. Or asking Me what I have been doing all day... how you're feeling in the most surface level way possible.
I hate small talk, so don't come here with mediocre nonsense.
Give Me depth.
Give Me the thoughts you don't tell anyone else... Give Me the things that keep you awake at night.
Give Me the worries, the ambitions, the frustrations, the victories, the shame, the pride, the things you're afraid to admit out loud.
Don't give Me small talk… Give Me your mind.
you know deep down that nobody else will understand it the way I do anyway. Nobody else will make you comfortable enough to expose your true self completely. Nobody else will make you want to be seen that deeply.