I crave the responsibility

I have always been so particular...but in a way that demands surrender. The ultimate privilege isn’t just being drained by me, it’s being handled. I select subs who need the release of the responsibility for a while, and are pleased when I hold the wallet AND the keys. Also for the record I do not enjoy much use of AI writing, it feels very shallow and I prefer to communicate my thoughts directly. I personally can tell when I read it. But that does not mean I should pass judgement. I guess I just feel like I need control in all aspects, even my writing. Moving on...

I don’t just want your tribute. I crave the responsibility of managing you. At 8:50am this morning I am staring at my completed profile in lustful anticipation, eagerly imagining what my first finsub HERE will think of the fun I have planned. This is so perfectly tailored to the type of person I am it is wild. Every element and detail, refinable, definable....So many unique ways to structure everything so a finsub never has to...and can just give in and experience the bliss of being an ATM. The push of your submission towards the magnetic pull of my consuming desire to do findom in a way that leaves room for honesty, playfulness, deep connections, and unlocking new depths of kinky heavens.

I literally dream about you, it is almost poetic. Who says this cannot be just as valid as any other connection or relationship? You want to know your place and bask in me enjoying mine. It is an itch to scratch for each other, and I am excited to see how pleasurable we can forge this bond. The numbers represent sinking deeper into desire....