The Hunger Behind the Control

Random Red thought...

I've been thinking about what actually makes power exchange feel good to me. I don't think it's just getting my way. I can get my way and still be bored as hell.

It's knowing someone is trusting me with a piece of themselves and then figuring out exactly what I want to do with it.

The money, obedience, teasing, rules, praise, that's all fun. But I think it's the trust behind the control that makes me want more of it. It gives me a sort of hunger that needs to be fed. Maybe that's the part I crave most, knowing that trust was willingly placed in my hands and getting to decide where I take it next.